Busy Bee.

I’m a little out of my element right now. I spent years with a very flexible schedule, and now I have a regular hour type office job. I am really enjoying the job though, in part due to working with Marla, who is training me to take over part of her responsibilities while [...]

Busy Bee. Busy Bee.

On Faith.

I wasn’t always the anxiety-ridden control freak that I am today.  When I was young, I was very laid back.  It was something that most likely drew Brian to me throughout the years of our pre-romantic friendship.  The irony that the way our relationship fell to pieces is what catalyzed my journey into anxiety and [...]

On Faith. On Faith.

The Ugly Truth

I’ve become a master at the mask.
It’s not a mask to hide treachery,
or a mask to hide true intentions.
But it does hide the truth.
It does hide the sneer when I change my clothes.
The fat, everywhere, spilling all around me.
Choking me, hiding me, keeping me from being.
It swallows me whole and buries me alive.
It does hide [...]

The Ugly Truth The Ugly Truth

What now?

So, I fucked up royally at work and lost my job.  I don’t want to talk about what or why or how, and some of those questions I couldn’t answer anyway because I just don’t know…let it lie with I screwed up, and the natural consequences of that suck, but are necessary, and deserved.
I’m actually [...]

What now? What now?
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Busy Bee.

Busy Bee.

I’m a little out of my element right now. I spent years with a very flexible schedule, and now I have a regular hour type office job. I am really enjoying the job though, in part due to working with Marla, who is training me to take over part of her responsibilities while [...]

On Faith.

On Faith.

I wasn’t always the anxiety-ridden control freak that I am today.  When I was young, I was very laid back.  It was something that most likely drew Brian to me throughout the years of our pre-romantic friendship.  The irony that the way our relationship fell to pieces is what catalyzed my journey into anxiety and [...]

The Ugly Truth

The Ugly Truth

I’ve become a master at the mask.
It’s not a mask to hide treachery,
or a mask to hide true intentions.
But it does hide the truth.
It does hide the sneer when I change my clothes.
The fat, everywhere, spilling all around me.
Choking me, hiding me, keeping me from being.
It swallows me whole and buries me alive.
It does hide [...]

What now?

What now?

So, I fucked up royally at work and lost my job.  I don’t want to talk about what or why or how, and some of those questions I couldn’t answer anyway because I just don’t know…let it lie with I screwed up, and the natural consequences of that suck, but are necessary, and deserved.
I’m actually [...]

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