So, I got my pap results today, and I feel like the most blessed woman in the world. The results were completely normal. No abnormal cells, no HPV, which often causes cervical abnormalities, and no further treatment necessary. I can let go of that fear and focus on the wonderful chaos of being a working [...]
I really hate going public with this..it’s very much not my style. But she said to save my childish bullshit for blogging and Twitter, and I have to do this to have closure. It’s only childish when *I* want to respond to hateful things said about me..not when she does the same, it [...]
Maybe I *am* immature. Maybe I *am* ridiculous. Maybe I *am* a control freak.
At times. When driven away from who I usually am by hurt.
But you know what I am not?
I’m not a liar.
I’m not a bad friend.
I’m not the woman who purposely manipulates people I claim to care for.
I’m not the one who blames [...]
I’ve been thinking.
I know…shocker!
I’ve been watching some people I care about go through some difficult times. And while the details are not mine to give, and really, not even mine to know, what the situation brought to me was some deep thought about expectations. I think I’m pretty clear about what I expect from my [...]
So, my family just suffered a blow, as you probably know. I’m doing the best I can to hold it together. Brian is needing assurance that I don’t blame him or think he should have done more. The girls are needing comforting and help making peace with loss-a lesson they will make use of throughout [...]
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