I wasn’t always the anxiety-ridden control freak that I am today. When I was young, I was very laid back. It was something that most likely drew Brian to me throughout the years of our pre-romantic friendship. The irony that the way our relationship fell to pieces is what catalyzed my journey into anxiety and [...]
I’ve become a master at the mask.
It’s not a mask to hide treachery,
or a mask to hide true intentions.
But it does hide the truth.
It does hide the sneer when I change my clothes.
The fat, everywhere, spilling all around me.
Choking me, hiding me, keeping me from being.
It swallows me whole and buries me alive.
It does hide [...]
I really hate going public with this..it’s very much not my style. But she said to save my childish bullshit for blogging and Twitter, and I have to do this to have closure. It’s only childish when *I* want to respond to hateful things said about me..not when she does the same, it [...]
I really loved being pregnant. Well, maybe not the first time so much, since I was all of 16 and so sick that my mother thought I was bulimic. But my girls in my belly made me feel closer to whatever force of good I identified with spiritually at the time than anything else I’ve [...]
So, my ex-husband and I are still pretty close. I do his taxes, he fixes my car, and we take the kids on family adventures together. It’s a decent set-up…a lot better than I see most other families that live apart working with, anyway.
But.
See, Brian forgets things. LOTS of things. And sometimes, I feel like [...]
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