I’m not over it.
I haven’t been too busy to blog. In fact, there must be a half dozen drafts that I just couldn’t publish. I don’t feel safe here anymore. I’ve had my words here twisted and shoved down my throat and I’m tired of exposing my soul to people if it means I’m going to [...]
Busy Bee.
I’m a little out of my element right now. I spent years with a very flexible schedule, and now I have a regular hour type office job. I am really enjoying the job though, in part due to working with Marla, who is training me to take over part of her responsibilities while [...]
On Faith.
I wasn’t always the anxiety-ridden control freak that I am today. When I was young, I was very laid back. It was something that most likely drew Brian to me throughout the years of our pre-romantic friendship. The irony that the way our relationship fell to pieces is what catalyzed my journey into anxiety and [...]
The Ugly Truth
I’ve become a master at the mask.
It’s not a mask to hide treachery,
or a mask to hide true intentions.
But it does hide the truth.
It does hide the sneer when I change my clothes.
The fat, everywhere, spilling all around me.
Choking me, hiding me, keeping me from being.
It swallows me whole and buries me alive.
It does hide [...]
I started college…..again…..today!
I’m officially a student at the community college in my area-albeit a very non-traditional one, lol.
I’m taking Intro to Biology, Anatomy & Physiology I, and A & P I Lab, which equals 7 credit hours. Science is usually pretty challenging for me..as smart as I can be, I can’t get my brain around molecular biology, [...]
Leaving for my cruise!
I can not believe it, it’s finally the day, lol! I only had to wait ten days or so, I can’t imagine waiting a year or something, lol! My mom is watching my kids, his sister is watching his son, and as soon as we drop them all off this morning, we are [...]
Merry Christmas!
I hope everyone is having a lovely holiday!
We had a very nice holiday meal last night…and the best part is that I wrapped everything last weekend so there was no mad rush to wrap before I could fall into bed, lol. The girls went to sleep very well; in fact, they slept til around [...]
Skate Party
So last night my older daughter’s school had their sort-of monthly skate party. She has complained to me before that when she is with her Dad, she doesn’t get to do activities because he isn’t really interested, so I told them I was taking her this time….but….I can’t roller skate. And she doesn’t [...]
Holy fog, Batman!
I took my son to school this morning, and there was so much moisture in the air that it was dripping off the trees like rain. There was a coating of moisture on the Adirondack chairs by the front porch, and the fog was so thick you could not see 50 feet in front [...]
